WHO IS THIS ?

Explore the unsettling depths of a dream where identity blurs and self-loathing takes center stage. This blog delves into the disquieting experience of inhabiting a persona one despises, grappling with aspirations, and the struggle to maintain one's values in the face of societal pressures.

The nightmare persona

Imagine waking up trapped in the body of someone you abhor. This is the essence of the dream, a chilling reflection on what it means to lose oneself. It's about the stark contrast between the life you envision and the reality you dread.

A san diego horror

The dream unfolds in a distorted version of the past, within the confines of an abusive childhood home in San Diego. But this time, the dreamer is an unwelcome guest in a body they despise: obese, tattooed, and burdened by addictions. The environment itself mirrors this degradation, with generic food packaging and dilapidated surroundings.

Bar-code dilemma

The tattoos, a jarring mix of political, religious, and cartoonish imagery, symbolize the conflicting values and compromises one makes. The thought of permanently altering one's body in such a way is repulsive, unless it serves a purpose: a bar-code, a symbol of the price at which freedom is sold. This leads to the core dilemma: selling out versus staying true to oneself in the pursuit of meaningful employment.

Meaningful goals

The dream serves as a stark reminder of the importance of meaningful goals. It’s a call to action: to define what truly matters and to pursue it relentlessly, even when faced with difficult choices. What would you rather be doing right now?